i'm so tired!!!

been sleeping only 4hrs+ this two days. (>.<)

just now had benny hinn choir practice. it was great, this year even have a music cd for us to listen, cool right? but im kind of sleepy during practice and very hungry after the practice.

saw pam and took train home together.

today service was really great, im touched and swept during the last part. frankly speaking i wanted to stand up, but i don't have the courage. stupid me. indeed GOD is bigger than all other circumstances, problems, history, blah blah. i really learned something this march.. like

- to love someone = to value them
- " life can only be understood by looking backward, but i can only _____ by living forward." i forget what's the blank, can someone help me?hehe.

anyway sy rogers rock okie, it think he is really a good pastor cum preacher. guess what. he stayed back for like nearly an hr to talk to those who wanted to get ministered to, talked and prayed for them. his caring-ness touched me. i feel like hugging him. lol. i mean he is like a daddy to me. hope he can come to our church more. =) too bad i can't attend sunday's service!

so many things on my mind lately.. so many that i kept thinking of it. sometimes to such a extent i couldn't sleep. well i believe today's preaching was just in time for me. thank you lord.

i kind of irritated by some of the people's attitude today. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! it is better for me to vent it out on this blog then put it in my heart.

-can some of you simply have the sense of urgency? it's okie that no one que today but they at least you could have come earlier like 4.30pm? i'm not asking too much, am i? moreover today is a guest speaker. do you know hard we need to "fight" with the ushers to reserve your seats. thanks to anthony we then could have such a good seat. please sms us if you're really late before hand..

-there's some more other things..but forget about it.

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im upset, mad, stressed, breaking down...

Labels: church, emotions, life, thoughts

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