I have realised something..believe many people had already realise it.Maybe to most people it doesn't matter,bcoz it doesn't affect or it does not happen in your circle of life.

The something that i have realised,we live in an imperfect,corrupted,broken down world.

Have you ever sit down and think what makes it becomes imperfect?Well..what i think?I think is human(people) that makes it.

Indeed people can do anything they want coz it's their choice,though some may be against the law.I really don't know what these people are thinking..they find their life too long?It's so saddening..Those people who wants to live yet have to die early(due to illness,accident..blah etc),but those who have long life wants to end their life. -.-

we meet so many type of people everyday..some give left you with a good impression,of coz some don't.so do you judge someone with your first impression?most of us do most of the time..am i right?well for me..i'm still alright,but usually my impression of someone and their actual behavior are the same,hehe!i got sixth sense..no la,joking.i hate to think of someone who i think is bad to be really bad.PROVE ME WRONG!if you're good..continue to be good,lol. =) well,someone whom i know of really kind of surprise me,but the person is i thought is good but don't really turn out to be what i thought of.well it is the final conclusion?nope..hope the person will prove me wrong.heh!

i REALLY CAN'T STAND those people who act ah beng and smoke infront of me.they think they look so cool BUT IT IS NOT.that time i was with wendy & pam they all..was going to P.S. to have dinner after b.s.there was this bunch of bengs who smoke(nvm la not my problem)but their smoke came over..i really hate it lo.and they think think they "got seh" is a disaster man looking at what they wear. (-_-")

i have no problem with people smoking..but of course if you are my friend.i will encourage you not to.bcoz it is really not good for health..no need i say you also know right.i really smoke it so smelly lo..don't know why some people can stand it..that time i went karaoke with mum,she brought me to a more adult kind of karaoke place..don't anyhow think.then inside can smoke,i was like NO..OMG..i almost die due to lack of fresh air..can faint inside lo.wu yan zhang qi. -.-

so what's the conclusion for today?haa..

1. live your life to the fulliest..you don't have to do illegal stuff to live to the fulliest.
2. treasure your life.
3. don't judge people by first impression
4. don't smoke!!be smoke-free..

that's all for today!!got to go and do some other things~look out for the next entry =)

9:02 PM

It has been almost a week since i update,have been really tired and busy this whole week.

Shall start my entry from today to the previous week as the memories are more fresh.

Today was not bad!~!Dad drove me to school today,so i reach school kind of early,saw meiyi when i was walking to 7-11 then we go together..i was hungry so i grabbed a sandwich but when we reach class,the facilitator was already in the room so i never open my sandwich..haa James was drinking kopi,warned him to be careful..i don't want kopi on my lappy ok.then go on with lesson until it was near to 10.30am..i began to feel hunger and eat my sandwich.then today break was 11am lo..but i'm too full to have other food so i took some fruits.then went up do presentation,slack and stuff..nothing much then after school,i went to meet mummy and bro.had dinner at suki sushi..alrite lo..sakae still nicer! =) i told mum that i want buy adidas watch (told her quite long) finally!she brought it for me..haha she also buy one watch for herself.don't ask me why i buy this watch when it is out so long le..coz i really like it,orange somemore!~!nice?

Thanks mum,know she pamper me most!~!I love ya!~! =) hee hee. But i still got lots of stuff i want to buy.. =X

THURSDAY,it is really not my day.It seems like i had a series of unfortunate events!

1st incident: i was checking my daily grade, TO MY HORROR, i then found out i never do my self-evaluation for science and the teacher penalise me for that and give me a C GRADE!!!Until now,i have not got a C..i deserve a B grade one..why he never give me a chance.ARGH!!!i'm so angry with myself..being so careless and forgetful..and i also forget to do communication lesson's self-evaluation!OH MY..God please help me..not another C!

2nd incident: feel sad due to the science grade,don't really had appetitite for lunch so order a fish soup porridge..i ta bao back to class..at first i look at "porridge" i duno why like got something wrong so i asked the stall holder she say correct is fish soup porridge so i just take and go.went to 7-11 with sylvia,brought mashed potato.then when we was back to class..i open my fish soup porridge..THERE WASN'T ANY RICE/PORRIDGE.only have the soup and other ingredient.i was like "huh..what...haiz.."no mood to eat man..thank god there's still mashed potato.

3rd incident: we are having maths lesson..don't really know what the dotchin is related to maths.i think i related to physics more..coz of the equilbrium thing.the teacher shoot us with something we don't know how to answer..aah..

my spirit get dampens after these..was kind of sad..then wesley not coming for cg,then i have to do songsheet again..i don't mind la but don't always last min tell me can..although i got lappy la.then when cg finish,evan addressed on something which i feel is true la.W390,we got to build up ya!?!you know what i mean right..

WEDNESDAY!~!it was a good day..but tiring.normal school day then went to meet junsen to go bs.then i go buy my stuff while he go to do his internet stuff.after bs,pam and i was waiting for wendy n junsen.when junsen came down,he told me he saw Mr 11.07.den i was like "ooh,maybe he go 7.45 de ba" then we were slacking at there awhile then hehehe I SAW HIM!~!woo.manage to catch a few glimpse of him. =P then went to long john to have dinner as well as fellowship,reach home quite late x_x

other days i think nothing important..got la..on sat..i update other day.i'm restless already..nitez everyone.

9:31 PM

Yeah..here to update more.The last few days quite slack in school,for consecutive 2 DAYS,we finish lesson before 3pm!~!oh my,can you imagine how HAPPY i am??

Wed after school i actually wanted to go back home and get some rest,but i met up with tricia & aretha in the end.haa.they went SHOPPING!~!so good..i also want..have not been shopping since duno when le..I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!!i want to buy a lot of things..aretha wanted to eat mac's fries and i was also hungry so we went over while tricia is waiting for her sweetheart to come..haha that tricia hor at first we ask her go with over with us to the mac then when her bf reach den she go over la but she don't want..then later suddenly came over.-.- wanted to use the wireless internet in mac coz ms taitai want to check her stuff.but can't connect lo.so lag..i use it at bugis's mac also alright..cck de slow lo.aretha have to go back at 6pm so we also never stay long..we actually wanted to go over to tricia's house.all thanks to tricia ah.heez! after that,i went to mum's working place to take the dinner home for dad&bro.so sleepy when walking back home.so when i reached i went to take a nap..think i really fell into a sleep real fast..haha tired ma.slept until ard 8pm then i wake up le.then nothing much,bath,eat dinner,use my lappy then went to ZzZ again.

Thursday..really thank God man.I was fearing that I might get very tired coz i need to be out for the whole day.I had maths class on thursday,it was FUN,and the good thing also it was SLACKING!~!haha ended lesson around 3.30pm..earlier than junsen.coz i going to meet him,actually want to go shop around before heading for cg.

i was alone shopping in causeway pt while waiting for mr js to reach woodlands.after that we headed to jurong point.went to long john silver for late lunch cum dinner.haa guess what?we can get to mac's wireless connection without going to mac.on the way to j.p. something crop up.andrew can't print the songsheet and wesley can't find the file.so js n i voluteer to help to make one..suddenly notice the good of having a laptop around.then we eat and make the songsheet together.asked andrew to pass me the cd-rw coz the photo shop can only help us to print out through thumb drive or cd-r.

something happen when the songsheet was print out..it was overlap!!oh no..and what i'm more angry is it cost $0.80 to print out 1 piece of black&white paper.SO EXPENSIVE!!and i can't edit..the photoshop laptop has no powerpoint..-_-" so i got to on my laptop and edit again..and guess what?wesley msg me to ask me help andrew print chord..i was quite aAargH that moment bcoz the songsheet and why didn't they tell me earlier to print songsheet.first it is already almost 7.30pm cg is oso to start soon.and i can't access internet unless i go up to mac again.so i asked js to tell andrew to copy down the chords.so sorry but it juz too last minute.after that had our cg and reach home quite late..was tired and fell asleep soon.

By the way,something good to annouce haha..my daily grades are not bad,there are
Enterprise - B
Basic Science - B
Communication - B- :( why must put -
Computing Maths - B

haha all Bs..quite surprise actually coz i tot i will get a C for enterprise & communication.thank God for his favour on me and the teachers for being lenient!!I will continue to work hard and achieve better grades!!


12:08 PM

AINI is back!!!Sorry guys have not been updating for the past few days,thanks to my school.the so different kind of school life from other poly.Guess what?School starts everyday at 8.30.alright for me..but everyday ends at around 4pm..i'm so physically and mentally fatigue after these few days. ='( especially mentally.i think the students in RP sure very earlier than other poly,u know why?bcoz our brain cells are depleting in mass amount everyday!~!I need rest..A LOT A LOT of sleep,i'm looking forward to weekend where i can laze in my bed longer..haha people in other poly,don't complain if you have nite lesson when your lesson starts later,who is more worse?

ok i shall say some nice things about my school..actually frankly,their way of teaching is interesting BUT i'm don't know if i learnt what i need to know.i mean the facilitator(teacher) don't gives us definite answer,they will only guide us to find our answer..which is a bit -.- kind of regret going to rp.everyday have to do presentation..so many breaks but most of the break time are use for researching and completion of the presentation.but actually i think this is quite good for me.bcoz i'm not a out spoken person..i'm quite reserved actually i mean in front of those i'm not close with.I'M CHANGING.give me some time..i'm trying my best to speak out more and speak fluently.

the good thing about year 2..we have 1 day don't need to go school.yeah!!i'm really scare you know,everyday got quiz,and seems like i'm not doing well..i mean i understand what the teacher says but why my answers are most of them wrong?need more wisdom man..heard from heng yin who is in year 2 now and same course as me.i ask her how her lesson..she says it is hard.she took biology before also and she is a clever girl..what about ME?!?!i know nothing about biology though i have read through some books to get a idea..HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE?!?!

another thing..rp is SSUUPPPEER cold de lo.i mean it is FREEZING COLD!!18 degree!!the school is crazy man..today i was wearing a long sleeve and i put on my jacket and i still feel cold..brain freez!when is school going to build finish?there is only 1 canteen,so pathetic rite?thank god there is still a 7-11.the worst thing is that all the break time for different levels are the same..the school is so dumb lo..

so busy these few days that i some how like disconnected from the world..i don't even have time to watch tv now.all thanks to the school again.i mean they should think for those live at the east,i have 2 classmates in my class that lives in Tampines lo.really pity them..come all the way here.i also don't really have time to spend with my family..i miss mummy accompany!coz some times she work and i never see her when i get home.

ok..i shall end here..i'm starting to feel restless le..shall update soon.take care all my friends!!miss and love ya!!


10:32 PM

12:25 PM

Hmm..Have been busy this 2 days.EXHAUSTED..burned out man!~!

on sun..i slept quite early..coz the next time got to go school for the success computing lesson.i went to bed around 12am+ which is quite early for me.coz i have been a night owl for the past 1 year??i guess..haha.ya think i fell asleep soon..BUT i woke up around 2am+..don't know why..den i was down with flu,oh no man!!i hate flu!!the worst minor illness can ever have.i was sneezing all the way until 4am+ i guess den i finally fell asleep..den xueli msg me at 5am+,i was like omg..what she doing so early wake up for what..but anyway she slept at a earlier time.

i woke up around 6.45..meeting xueli at 7.50am at woodlands mrt.after i was done with all my rise and rinse,dressing..i was carrying my laptop to school.duh..now den i noe how troublesome it was..compare to books..it was really heavy lo..though my laptop was the lightest le.1.7kg but plus the bag is heavy man!!want to go buy 1 more slim bag for my labby.on the way to school..it was quite funny..coz no longer i will bring books..den some of the adults will look at you la.

ya that morning...i think woodlands is flooded with republicians..u can see.and the long que at bus no 169.lol.ya reach sch around 8.05am..den i realise school got 7-11.quite cool.xueli say there'll 3 canteen and mac..but now i only saw 1 canteen lo.the food there..alrite la.soso..cheap lo.
my classmate was good..quite friendly they all!~!love them..think i gonna enjoy poly life,but sem2 will change class again -.-" rp is really a funny school.the success computing class so boring man..desmond was talking to me saying so wu liao.lol..they teach simple stuff that most of us will know la..so i did follow la but neve really pay attention..haha i was chatting on msn..then class end around 1pm+ den i waited for xueli in my classroom..den we stayed until 5.30 den when to have dinner at school canteen.during our stay at my classroom..i think the whole level is already emptied..coz there's socket for us to charge our laptop..there's 5 in total on a table.i was using the 1st one..according to xueli she use the 2nd one but when we're packing up to go back it became on the third one.then i say to xueli,"u see wrong la"..haha opps.shan't not say more.

ya today orientation was much better..we learned about PBL(problem based learning)actually quite fun.yeah it encourages to think more..explained why we choose this and that.also let us to speak out more.quite good for me..coz i'm those type who can't really speak well.believe it'll train my communication skill ya.yeah kind of excited about starting school..


12:32 AM

AaAaaHhhhhh!!!I'm going to be busy next week!~!So much things to do.

This week also done quite a lot of things.Tue went p.m. after that went to coffee shop with wendy and others to have dinner.haha.peng so zi lian,keep using pam's hp to take his photo and ask her to send him.

Wen went b.s. haha,finish the quiz real fast man.i think when i finish and come down,pam them juz started to take the quiz ba~den me n pam waited for wen n js.they so slow lo..want 8pm den finish.well the foundation truth quiz is quite easy actually,at first i'm still worrying coz i missed 2 lessons.after then we went to B.K. for dinner and went to shop for jasmine b'day present.dun really noe her..was quite a problem finding present for her,coz we're afraid she don't like it,as we dun noe her preferences.after some time of searching and when most of the shop are going to close..we went to hula&co and brought her a lacy white sphaghetti and a pair of earrings.lol.thur have cg.

fri went sentosa!!with xueli..we went there to sun tan.not a lot of ppl but quite a lot of couple -.-" it's super low tide sia..we were at the palawan beach.the bridge was hanging in the air.almost 2metre from the sea level,i guess.the last time i went there the bridge was almost on the water.see the difference?ya i got sun burned..was really red.especially my back..so red!~!now still red lo.omg man.was aching when i bath.lol.but now alrite le..i'm not that white anymore.so dun say i'm white le k.

tomorrow and tue had to go sch for the duno what success computing stuff.tue got orientation den after that meeting agnes they all!!i miss them!!so sad,i'm not in the same class with xueli.wonder how is my classmate like?are they going to be friendly?hopefully so.so excited yet scared.wonder if there's anyone i noe..tml when i blog u will noe le.

haha friday going to meet 6J-ers..woohoo!~!looking forward to that..quite long since we met up the last time almost 1 yr plus i guess..miiisssss them lots n lots!!!really want to catch up with them.wonder how's everyone doing and stuff.hope ms teo will come too!!

looks like a lot things happen recently..not only on me but on my friends too.well no matter is good or bad..things always happen for a reason.if is good stuff then thank god for it.if is not,dun dwell too much on it..always look on the bright side of life!be happy!!the more u think of the bad thing..the more it'll happen..surely u dun wan it to happen right?think positively!!

hey xueli..something to tell you if you're reading this.well..it's really a blessing to you,at 1st still don't you we didn't talk much.thank god we're in the same sch n course though not same class but we only 2 levers away so nvm.lately have been talking to u and we shared lots of stuff.haha..ya just want let you know though maybe you've not put down on leinad stuff but don't think too much of it.i believe you'll find a better mr right for yourself rite?if you ever need someone/a shoulder..i'm always here for you!~!i love you friend!!see ya in school tml.

i did have some problem too..but Aini is strong..she's not going to look back to the past!!she'll move on in her life..what's there to be afraid if God is with her,right?haha.she'll live her life happily and everyday with a purpose.not going to dwell on the failure,b'coz it only creates fear not faith.

yeah yeah..school is starting real soon man..really excited..so many question is my mind.is the class going to be interesting?can i make friends there?are the subjects going to be hard?are the factiliators(lecturers) good?what cca should i join?can i cope with the poly life?so many question man!!

to be continue...lol


3:08 PM

Weekend always past so fast..b'coz there's only 2 days.hmm..talking about it,ya forget to write about the healing service..oh my god..it was so touching,can really felt God's presence there.i kept having goosebump one after another.there was many kind of healing..hearing of the deaf,tumor,wheelchair-bounded begin to stand and walk!!PTL!!It's really His will to heal us.Deep in my heart..really felt God's love.I felt so happy for those who're healed by Him that i cried..even though i'm not the one.

I don't know if i have judge someone wrongly..but i know that i can't judge a book by its cover.Maybe i'm right or perphas i'm wrong..didn't want to think much about the person.Hope the person was not what i think him/her to be.

Was like slacking at home these few days..Just now went to check my school email.Finally received the orientation date and stuff.but i was not happy at all b'coz the orientation was on 11 apr which earlier on i decided to meet up with my friend.at first we decided to meet up on 10 apr but due to me..i've to go to school for some computing stuff then it was post pone to 11 apr.i tot that there's nothing on that day and now it came!!kind of spoil my mood..b'coz it has been quite some time since we all met up..i miss them!!!aiya..tricia is going to say me again.but it's not my fault ma..i also don't want this to happen.shall meet you all after orientation.so sorry.hopefully they won't talk much during the orientation..lol a lot of people complained why it is until 5pm..is almost half a day there.at first the email wrote 10 to 13 apr,i was like WHAT!?!?!4 days?but after reading carefully the last 2 days is for those people whose laptop has problem de.thank god man..i don't want to go there for 4 days..haha~


2:46 AM

Yes!!T110 has finally got its new name,W390!!!Wah so far hor,but it's a nice,don't you think so!Haha..Thursday was w390 first cg..brand new feeling coz new combination of members.We played a game called Samson,Lion and Delilah,fun game.something like scissor,paper,stone.loser got baby power on their face haa!sermon was about healingEvan and us prayed for Huixin.She got something like a "tumor" in her throat..it's painful when she swallow things.wonder how's her throat now?We have the washing feet ceremony,omg,my 1st time,so paiseh actually to let Evan wash my feet,thanks anyway!! =) Yeah,we had man tou(plain buns) for our cg refreshment.pandan and chocolate flavour.plain but filling.pam was talking about in the past,the people in china always have man tou for meal,especially in poor families.b'coz it's cheap and fills you up easily.aah..how bless we are to live in this world,especially in s'pore where there's no nature disaster and there's peace.

On friday,morning i went to trim my hair,together with mum.haa~finally cut my fringe,it's so irritating to my eyes if i never comb it to the side.in the afternoon,met up with Xueli.saw Daniel.haa~yeah quite some time never met her but we always chat in msn.well,really blessed to her,funny how met,during nite class and it's at the later part of the year.we were in causeway pt. walking around,xueli wanted to shop for some stuff.she tried a shirt at 77th,looks nice on her,quite affordable $22.90.the shop keeper was funny man!!lol but very friendly,that's good.After that we headed to Gelare!!Ice cream treat man!~!Yummy!!The ice cream cone was really long!!didn't manage to finish it..haha we took some photos there.some people were looking at us lo..but nvm only a few cos there's not a lot of people.had a lot fun..the way xueli eat ice cream so cute lo..haha but don't get wrong idea ok.here's sum of the photo we took. =) by the way,thanks for the ice cream xueli!!

feel like eating ice cream now?lol..go get some,sweet stuff makes you happier!talking about ice cream,reminds me of fanni..she loves ice cream too.lol.guess all gals love it.i really like one ice cream shop..the one at taka basement..forget the name venetian(sth lidat) the gelato kind of ice cream..very nice,especially the mango one.should go and try if you pass by.

After that we went library..do what?find books!!coz school is starting..as your know,i got into biotech but i've never took biology before.so juz wan to get some books and read up what biology is about.OMG,when i flip open some books..i can't understand a single thing.all those sciencticfic terms!~!so stress suddenly by it..but i asked a lot of people..they find biology interesting,like my cousin and yongren who is interested but nv took biology during sec sch days.oh ya school is starting soon!!kind of excited..totally new chapter of my life.promise myself that i MUST work hard..no to disappoint my parents anymore.read up some part of the book i borrowed from library..quite alright,some of the stuff is the more complex part of what i've learnt in chemistry and f&n,finally put to good use.

did check up about the ccas at rp..not bad.guess what?got astronomy sia!!so cool!~!i got some clubs to join in mind..like japanese cultural club,music band or astronomy!!most probably i think i'm joining the japanese cultural club..really love japan's stuff!!woohoo also want to continue my japanese language which stopped at beginner class.

next week kind of busy..i want go sun tan!~!shall go with xueli to sentosa,yeah yeah!!

12:45 PM