wee~change my blog skin.nice?haha.so me right?orange!my favourite colour.=D

anyway okie updates..erm.still living and kicking..haha if not i would not be here blogging what right?oh..why am i so lame today.(-.-") nevermind,shall carry on typing.quite a few things happened,i really don't know how la.anyway to let you know it's not my problem,it's someone problem.i cannot say =X.i have tried my best already but WHY WHY WHY,the outcome is lidat?can someone tell me..i feel so sad,useless and helpless..i feel like screaming *AAAHHH!!*

i'm not depressed or what..i just don't know what to do and feeling so "sianz"..i have been a good girl lately..coming straight home after school..but i feel so tired so i will go sleep and wake up around 8pm+ to 9pm and night..haha.so nice to sleep when you feel so tired after school.mummy is so busy with work lately that i could not spend time with her.=( when she is free then i won't be free.why lidat?

oh ya have been drinking fresh fruit juices evernight lately.NIICCCEE!!!but i always use the same few kinds of fruit la.coz not all fruit suitable for juicing right.so i always drink this whether at home or in school..you can try it too.highly recommended by me =D

• watermelon + green apple
• watermelon + orange
• green apple + red apple
• watermelon + green apple + orange
  
• red apple + orange
• watermelon + pineapple

no matter which combination..or your own kind of combination.this is good for health la! yummlicious! XD


12:21 AM

lots of thoughts during this period i never blog..

erm..i'm tired today..yesterday slept at 1am and i woke up around 2.50am and i started sneezing.aah..i couldn't sleep..i was like someone being "traumatised" by the flu.aah.i don't until what time then i fell asleep.

when i woke up..the sky is already bright..i thought i was a little late..i thought i was still 6.50am.so i went to bath..my father was already preparing to go work.after i came out from bathing..i then realise the time i woke up was 7.50am.i was shocked.oh on..i'm late again to serve..i have never been that ridiculous late..i reached expo around 9.30am.ah i'm so sorry though Gary say it's okie but i still feel guilty even though i didn't be late on purpose.

well thank god that they never scold me or what..after serving then went to find eunice and then evan to ask her help me charge handphone.no battery le.then went to foyer 3 and eat.eat hot dog bread+fishball+teh peng.nice and satisfy.then we walked back to nursery area..service was about to end.then saw pamela.miss her man.like sooo long never see her.then waited,saw a lot of cute babies!!!*scream*next time my baby must be like those babies so cute.and auntie shirely was so friendly..even offered me and xuan food.too bad i never see christian today.he so cute.oh..auntie shirely feet is so small..i think only size 4..(-.-) i'm like almost double of hers.

then we went to expo mrt to wait for the train to the blood donation drive at gek poh vill..fang put me airplane lo.so go home first..haha but nevermind la.i got others to accompany me.well it was sad la..i didn't managed to donate blood because my pulse and pressure was a bit high just now but anyway i wasn't feeling well too.so wait till i okie le then i go donate again!!me,xuan and js all never get to donate lo..sad!xuan and js blood vessel was too "small"..must train up first.rhonda and peng donated blood *claps* for them.anyway rhonda's and peng's blood flow very fast.their blood bag very fast filled up le.

then went to meet family and eat..we eat zhu chao.order alot..cos my grandpa and grandma also here.we order curry fish head,chilli potato leaf,pepper fish slices,gong bao prawn with tofu and you tiao!!then papa sent grandparents home then me and mama walked home..my leg so tired lo..stand the whole day.

anyway time pass quite fast..the 4th week of school has pass.yeah 1 month and 19 days more i can go thailand le.haha.waiting for the moment.anyway arise and build coming also..i really don't know am i going to survive,but im gonna trust God that he will provide! =) the new arise and build song nice rite?so meaningful..

i got pretty much thoughts lately..erm our world contains lots of different kind of people..we can classified them into so many different category.but i just feel so unfair for some of the people,i know they can't help it because they are born to be like that,i mean like physically disabled..there's was once..i feel so much till i cried.you must be thinking that i'm emo.but please it's empathy.i once feel that God is so unfair because why some people get what ever they want but some people need to work so hard in order to keep themselves from surviving..set aside singapore..like in the africa,there's nothing they can do..they are just like waiting to die.the thoughts taught me many things..it is to cherish and treasure what i have around me..don't compare to others who are better than you,i mean like in terms of problems..there sure to be people who are going through more difficult things than you.our problem compare to them is nothing.

i can say that the world is never fair but God is always fair.because God put you to test so that you can grow more mature,more understanding..and i believe God won't put you to a test that you could never suceed.just want to say to all my friends "I LOVE YOU ALL AND CHERISH YOU ALL.KEEP IN CONTACT ALWAYS.=)"


9:14 PM

Good old memories..got this from email.suddenly remember the days when i was still in primary school.haha.hope it will bring back some of your memories too. =)

You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.-->Yeah yeah..but i don't know what is silver hawk,he-man.i love ninja turtles & smurfs.

You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.->no need to squat la.not at drain but the basin you know.

You know what SBC stands for. ???

You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class. Yeah.i love it.

You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack. ->duno

You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school. ->no more pagers lol

SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed..There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses. The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket. ->i'm not that old.lol.

Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day. ->haha ya i rmb one year they gave a piece of paper with the elephants printed.to donate..you need to colour them.

You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. ->yeah i think i got some idea.

You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery. -> haha very true!i always do that when i'm young.

Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50. ->erm i think tt's long time ago.i buy tickets like $5.

Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls. ->still alrite..but i sure love strawberry cakes.yum!

You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street. ->i dun watch sesame street.

You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week.Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. ->YEAH!miss that..still got lots like pop pop,seaweed..bin tiao(ice stick)

You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel5 never had enough cartoons for you. -> can't remember

Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read.Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers. ->yup,i'm read nancy drew.

KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives. ->REALLY?

The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'... you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative. ->not really..i seldom scold that.

Catching was the IN thing. ->haha still got others like blind mice,crocodile(the sit up bench)..monkey bar..hop scrotch..skipping rope.

Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow. ->erm still alrite leh.

CDIS were your bestfriend. ->what CDIS?i only know CDAC,lol.

The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths. ->can' really remember.

Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. ->omg.that's like how many years ago. =X

Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court. ->haha yup

Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too... ->VERY TRUE.lol XD

Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish. N the beansprouts growth. ->Yeah the bean sprouts..in cut bottle..lol and cotton

Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? ->Pets workbook!!!Hahaa!

We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist/Ecologist/Environmentalist etc. ->Ya!but i think i even complete any one -.-

Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'. ->lol,quite useless

In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. ->yup but i never got a chance cos our school got too many pri6.

We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes. ->Ya Bata all the way.still remember those "ballet shoes" with high socks lol

Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English. ->no my form teacher taught me chinese

The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. ->yaya sometimes u use the eraser and rub too hard,it wil be holes..lol

You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes. ->no i never do that

School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm. ->yup

There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday. ->haha the model pattern..and during spelling..you need to put your bag on the table so that you can't copy.who really cares actually..lol

Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. ->i think i got $2

You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall. -->who is that..huang jin wei?i only know lee guan yew

You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl. ->ya especially during pri 1. *faint*

Boys like to catch fighting spiders. ->yup

Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys. ->for girls too!

Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget". ->yup..there's alot of funni poem.looking back at those class photos.some of them change so much.lol

Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah" ->HAHA.=P

There were at least 40 people in one class. ->think so

Large, colourful schoolbags were carried. ->haha all kinds

You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable. ->still alrite la..the bag is like a tortise shell

Yeah 2 more months to thailand trip..happy~!

10:56 AM

these few days haven't been good. i'm quite pissed off with my life especially thursday and friday.i have not done anything wrong and why i'm the one getting "punish"

on thursday..during lunch break.me and jazzreel went to new canteen together for lunch.we order chicken rice.we were waiting for our order.i'm standing on the right and jazz on my left.then a lady i think is a facilitator...she was taking the chilli sauce.by the way the chilli sauce is squeeze from a bottle that kind not those you scoop yourself one.

and suddenly...THE CHILLI SPLASH ONTO ME!!!!! i was so SHOCKED.OMG i HATE it.the lady apologized a few times and offered tissue but i have tissue and i'm too pissed off to take from her.IF SHE HAD BEEN MORE APOLOGETIC,i would have forgotten about it and take it as it is.the matter is she like don't really care.she just walked away with her chicken rice. !#$%^&* i am so pissed off..not only i got splash,the chillied sauce also splash onto jazz and the stall's wall.

ARRRGHH!!if the lady was a facilitator...YOU ARE THE WROST FACILITATOR I HAVE EVER SEEN.you couldn't care more..and my shirt is "beautify" by you.i know you didn't did it on purpose but you don't seem apologetic at all.my shirt got soooooooo many spots of orange and thank God is not my favourite shirt if not i will make you pay for it!!!!i wash my clothes le but there's still spot of orange on it.ahhh!!it simply makes me mad saying about this.

friday which is today..before going to anthony's house for cellgroup..i went to subway and wanted to get my favourite sandwich - coldcut + cookie + drinks. i happily ordered things i wanted..and so the guy behind me order the same sub as me but with different toppings and sauce.and to my horror the cashier really took the wrong one..and it the sub which the person orders taste so horrible..the person taste buds must be spoiled.yucks the mastard sauce.too much already!!!i was so sad lo..my sandwich!!!!but thank God there's still my favourite cookie.

haiz that's 2 bad things in 2 days...NO MORE FOR ME PLEASE.SPARE ME!!!


12:48 AM

YEAH!! YES YES YES YES!!

I'm so HAPPY! told mum i will be going to Thailand with school in december..and she has agreed to help me pay first!! Woohoo! Yeah!! I love mummy! She is the best!!

She even asked me whether she can go..haha.then i told her i go there not go there play lo,is to help to paint school and do volunteer work.

I'm so HAPPY and EXCITED. i CAN'T WAIT till december to COME!!!!

Faster!!! Count down starts!! 2 months and 9 days more.

Once again..God has showed his faithfulness to me.I always remember what Malachi 3 : 10 says

"Bring all the tithes into the storehouse,That there may be food in My house,And try Me now in this,""If i will not open the windows of heaven And pour out for you such blessing That there will not be room enough to receive it."

Indeed God's promises will always come.Sometimes it's just a matter of time.Are you waiting for your breakthrough?keep on waiting.Don't give up!We always say if God brings you to it,He will definitely brings you through the problem.Amen?I believe more blessings are coming on its way..hooo!




11:32 PM