i have been wanting to update but got no time.. haha im really busy lately and im kind of tired..

yesterday was the first day of emerge *wow* is what i can say, hmm you can see everyone charged up, new hairstyle, colour and clothes. look at the BV, u will noe what i mean, bel looks different but nice, brandon looks like jap guy, like issa from da pump pattern, andrea is still so exotic, pst yong is cool too, not forgetting our fav. pst kong! he styled his hair can, so nice =DD glory of God.

anyway i brought my hp already and im loving it. it's not so difficult to use from what i tot, quite similar to my previous samsung phone. i duno why but i just like it very much. haha i brought it at only $199 leh, quite cheap rite? cos my plan can upgrade then i was checking on singtel website whether there is any student promo and there is! =DD rocks. anyway thanks mama for it.

today is the last day of school, having 2 weeks of holidays, at first i find it no point but well is better than nothing, im sure i will be "dead" after the 4 days of emerge, 3 days more to go =DD
im enjoying emerge, many special guest and celebrity came, like fei-er from F.I.R, omg she looks like sis vivien, very pretty.. tank came also, anyway he got big eye bags, i think he really didnt sleep much.

im inspire, challenge, hunger, thirst.. im gonna EMERGE!

Labels: church, emerge, shop

11:40 AM

i'm so tired!!!

been sleeping only 4hrs+ this two days. (>.<)

just now had benny hinn choir practice. it was great, this year even have a music cd for us to listen, cool right? but im kind of sleepy during practice and very hungry after the practice.

saw pam and took train home together.

today service was really great, im touched and swept during the last part. frankly speaking i wanted to stand up, but i don't have the courage. stupid me. indeed GOD is bigger than all other circumstances, problems, history, blah blah. i really learned something this march.. like

- to love someone = to value them
- " life can only be understood by looking backward, but i can only _____ by living forward." i forget what's the blank, can someone help me?hehe.

anyway sy rogers rock okie, it think he is really a good pastor cum preacher. guess what. he stayed back for like nearly an hr to talk to those who wanted to get ministered to, talked and prayed for them. his caring-ness touched me. i feel like hugging him. lol. i mean he is like a daddy to me. hope he can come to our church more. =) too bad i can't attend sunday's service!

so many things on my mind lately.. so many that i kept thinking of it. sometimes to such a extent i couldn't sleep. well i believe today's preaching was just in time for me. thank you lord.

i kind of irritated by some of the people's attitude today. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! it is better for me to vent it out on this blog then put it in my heart.

-can some of you simply have the sense of urgency? it's okie that no one que today but they at least you could have come earlier like 4.30pm? i'm not asking too much, am i? moreover today is a guest speaker. do you know hard we need to "fight" with the ushers to reserve your seats. thanks to anthony we then could have such a good seat. please sms us if you're really late before hand..

-there's some more other things..but forget about it.

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im upset, mad, stressed, breaking down...

Labels: church, emotions, life, thoughts

1:32 AM

been slacking these few days.. no mood to study. holiday mood..haha just feel like sleeping all day long. anyway 20 more days to last day of school. X)

just now when i went down to bookshop to buy things.. i saw taitai faci valerie =) she's still so nice and sweet, she's like forever taitai. she rockz~!

yesterday prayer meeting was good! it was packed! it's like last time we have service in jw's church. hee. though it was short but it was good. believe that many that went were impacted ya?

busy week this week..seems like there's lots of stuff.and most important DR AR BERNARD! woo, excited about service. he's really super good, everytime he come he brings something inspiring and impacting. revelation from heaven.

anyway..last night i dream of him. it was funny la. coz' it has been a long time since i dream of him. well it's just a dream.

school is so boring today. cognitive problem today. bored. yeah tomorrow is enterprise. =P

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1:55 PM