erm..feeling a bit down now..duno why.

haven't been going school for the past 2 days.haha bad girl X).i have never skip school for straight 2 days.i admit i was lazy to wake up on thursday.i'm too tired but for friday,i never planned to skip school.i wanted to go school because i already had 1 X for culture module.but i woke up at 5am+ with flu.i can't sleep..i was really weary.then when i woke up..i realised it's already 8.05am.i am still tired so i just continue to sleep.it was really good to sleep so long.haven been sleeping that long.

today at cellgroup,we celebrate our dear beloved cgl's birthday!haha.although it was not extravagant but hard work and thoughts can be seen.fang bake a cake and make tiramisu for us.wendy,joshua + some helped with the cards and stuff.i believe that Evan is very touch deep down in her heart although she never cry or what.haha.i am very touched by what Evan said today during her birthday speech.she said that this year for her birthday,she wants to be happy and she wants to see us to be happy,and she hopes to see this cg being more bonded and unity,a place where love can be sensed.

after hearing what Evan said,i agreed and felt something in my heart.i really hope to see what Evan says will come true.well,what it takes is that it starts from the individual.and it is gonna start from me.God,i prayed that i will be sensitive to every member,able to communicate with them and build closer relationship with them.let E110 be a cg who loves you and people,a cg filled with faith,hope & love.and lastly a cg that will go through good and bad times together.

I reached home around 12.30am.hmm i miss a part of the show i wanted to watch..the show is a korean movie name "the way home".below is the picture of the movie.

i felt very touched by the movie though i didn't cry.in the beginning i dislike the little boy because i think that he is a bad boy.he never thinks for his granny and he feels that his nanny is a burden/disgrace to him.in the show,the granny can't speak but people around her understands her.i duno why but seeing the granny makes me feel loved,she got the "ci xiang" look and in the show,she goes all the way out for her grandson(little boy)..she spend her money buying things and food for him.it's like she doesn't have much but she dun mind spending the money on her grandson.i felt so touched.how i hoped i am that close with my grandparents too.for my mother side,i am trying to build closer relationship with them but my father side,i really don't what to do.i can't communicate with them.hai.i feel like watching this show again ^^.


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