lots of thoughts during this period i never blog..

erm..i'm tired today..yesterday slept at 1am and i woke up around 2.50am and i started sneezing.aah..i couldn't sleep..i was like someone being "traumatised" by the flu.aah.i don't until what time then i fell asleep.

when i woke up..the sky is already bright..i thought i was a little late..i thought i was still 6.50am.so i went to bath..my father was already preparing to go work.after i came out from bathing..i then realise the time i woke up was 7.50am.i was shocked.oh on..i'm late again to serve..i have never been that ridiculous late..i reached expo around 9.30am.ah i'm so sorry though Gary say it's okie but i still feel guilty even though i didn't be late on purpose.

well thank god that they never scold me or what..after serving then went to find eunice and then evan to ask her help me charge handphone.no battery le.then went to foyer 3 and eat.eat hot dog bread+fishball+teh peng.nice and satisfy.then we walked back to nursery area..service was about to end.then saw pamela.miss her man.like sooo long never see her.then waited,saw a lot of cute babies!!!*scream*next time my baby must be like those babies so cute.and auntie shirely was so friendly..even offered me and xuan food.too bad i never see christian today.he so cute.oh..auntie shirely feet is so small..i think only size 4..(-.-) i'm like almost double of hers.

then we went to expo mrt to wait for the train to the blood donation drive at gek poh vill..fang put me airplane lo.so go home first..haha but nevermind la.i got others to accompany me.well it was sad la..i didn't managed to donate blood because my pulse and pressure was a bit high just now but anyway i wasn't feeling well too.so wait till i okie le then i go donate again!!me,xuan and js all never get to donate lo..sad!xuan and js blood vessel was too "small"..must train up first.rhonda and peng donated blood *claps* for them.anyway rhonda's and peng's blood flow very fast.their blood bag very fast filled up le.

then went to meet family and eat..we eat zhu chao.order alot..cos my grandpa and grandma also here.we order curry fish head,chilli potato leaf,pepper fish slices,gong bao prawn with tofu and you tiao!!then papa sent grandparents home then me and mama walked home..my leg so tired lo..stand the whole day.

anyway time pass quite fast..the 4th week of school has pass.yeah 1 month and 19 days more i can go thailand le.haha.waiting for the moment.anyway arise and build coming also..i really don't know am i going to survive,but im gonna trust God that he will provide! =) the new arise and build song nice rite?so meaningful..

i got pretty much thoughts lately..erm our world contains lots of different kind of people..we can classified them into so many different category.but i just feel so unfair for some of the people,i know they can't help it because they are born to be like that,i mean like physically disabled..there's was once..i feel so much till i cried.you must be thinking that i'm emo.but please it's empathy.i once feel that God is so unfair because why some people get what ever they want but some people need to work so hard in order to keep themselves from surviving..set aside singapore..like in the africa,there's nothing they can do..they are just like waiting to die.the thoughts taught me many things..it is to cherish and treasure what i have around me..don't compare to others who are better than you,i mean like in terms of problems..there sure to be people who are going through more difficult things than you.our problem compare to them is nothing.

i can say that the world is never fair but God is always fair.because God put you to test so that you can grow more mature,more understanding..and i believe God won't put you to a test that you could never suceed.just want to say to all my friends "I LOVE YOU ALL AND CHERISH YOU ALL.KEEP IN CONTACT ALWAYS.=)"


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